Its been a while since my last blog, but i don't think anyone reads them anyway so its ok. Fusion is moving along going to happen here in memphis. Ryan and Scott have a conference call with Union on the 30th and its looking good. Union is very interested but just needs some details. I feel like God is leading me to the OpsCor (operations coordinator) position and not the director, not to say that it could not come a few years down the road but i want to spend as much time with the students as i can. Also i am wanting to go back to school for my masters and Christian education looks like the way to go but i am still seeking God's will in that direction. My finances are still a struggles considering my house or truck never sold. My debts are a burden of my own making and dealing with them is tough but God is sufficient and is guiding me through it all. I know he will provide everything i need. I realized this is a suffering i must endure right now and i must keep my heart and mind open to God during this time. I know in his perfect timing he will deliver me, but until then i will fight on and seek him. One thing i have learned through all this is that i don't need money. As long as i have the love and joy of Christ in my life, which nothing can take that away from me, and i am living in his will, then that is all i need. I could live in a cabin at the grove and drive a moped if it meant living in Gods will. With money many times comes debt and more troubles if not managed according to Gods word. Many days i would like to start over with nothing but i can't and must move forward. I must not focus on the negatives in my life cause it will eat me away, i must only focus on God and him alone and i will have life better than i could ever imagine. I continue to pray for strength in my struggles and Christ in my weaknesses. He is all powerful, all sustaining, all knowing, and He is Love.